Why am I such a big loser when it comes to being GREEN? Why can't I recycle? Why can't I stop the wastefulness as in garbage? I watched that Oprah episode on waste! I do really well for about a month then I get tired of all the dishes and then go back to the paper plates...I crush my cans for about 2 months and then just through them away...I am burning my paper stuff in the fireplace, but then again, doesn't that hurt the air quality? I can not handle this much stress! It is all too much for my little pea brain to handle...
Why am I such a loser! Isn't it enough that I try so hard to be spiritual, like I'm not already failing at that! I'm trying to be a good mormon mommy, strike #2, I'm trying to be a good sister, strike #3, loser! Shall we go on to 4, 5,.....on and on and on!!!
No I'm not on a pity party just hyperventilating about my ungreenness!!! I mean really, I still buy water in plastic bottles! Landfills are filled with my diapers of...like forever now!
I know that it is baby steps, but come on, really, how hard can it be? Why does my psycho brain complicate things for me??
IT'S TOO "NOISY" OUT THERE
2 days ago